Is love alive?

Is love alive?

Without it

can't imagine to survive.

Its the only thing that

makes passion to thrive.

In this busy life

Is love alive?

Musicians play to the tune in unison,

birds chirp a rhyme.

Labourers all day grind,

Cops as ever run behind!

I reason all my thoughts,

and mind takes a deep dive

Is love alive?

The more you get,

the less you feel.

It flashbacks like a reel.

It exist all seasons,

rises in your ups

and batters in your down.

Love still survive,

whether you live or you die.

My wishes...

If there is a dream,

I am following.

If there is a path,

I am walking through.

If there is a place,

I am living in.

If there is a vision,

I am looking into.

If there is a car,

I am riding in.

If there is a reason,

I am smiling for.

If there is a sea,

I am drowned in it.

If there exist a girl,

I desire to be with.

If all these wishes

can be fulfilled!

Loneliness...

Walking all alone in the dark,

thinking about her on my way,

Wishing she could ever say!

"I want to live with you all the days"

But she is very far away,

living in her own dreams.

If there are things

I could imagine to be my friends,

loneliness and silence has been an ongoing trend, 

How easy is it to break one's heart.

and throw in a drain.

Its not easy to forget the past.

All the memories still haunts me

they got locked in my dead brain.

If compromise is the need of the hour,

where in this world hiding the supernatural power!

Finding True Love!

You were not the first

you are not the last,

you were only blast from the past.

Love happens slowly

but why I express it so fast.

This is the mistake

I do over and over again.

put my everything at stake.

genuine feelings considered as fake.

I failed to find my true love anyway,

hoping the lady luck crosses my way,

and be mine for ever some day!

After dark!

Finally we were together

all day's work done!

Body was still aching and torn,

seeing you I feel refreshed!

stagnant blood rushed.

I kissed your lips,

in between our sips.

You fed me with your soft hands,

felt like dead sea meeting the sand.

We became tired again,

after all night's fun.

But I was happy and joyous!

that we were still together

to see the next morning sun.

Girls!!!

I can bet ,

how bad, girls can get.

First they want to get closer to you,

then they want to get themselves free.

Make you look a complete fool,

Only thing they know is to rule.

You are just an object of their desire,

who can set them on fire,

and raise them higher,

pay all their bills till you retire.

They keep an eye on you like a spy,

you are just another date for them to try.

You become a thing of use and throw,

Later they treat you by raising their eye brow.

Lost you in time ...

I closed my eyes,

I saw your face.

I drove the car,

you were the one always  

I found sitting besides me.

I raised my hand,

and you moved.

I had a scary dream,

and you screamed.

There were tears in my eyes,

and you cried.

Those were the days,

I lost the time in love,

and now....

I lost love in time...

Why???

Why ...

Without you,

I am dying every moment.

Without heart beat,

I am living this life.

Without brain,

I am thinking about you,

Without a reason,

I am smiling.

Without a rain,

I am fully drenched.

Without a pulse,

My blood is rushing.

Without your love,

I am in love with you !  

Rich Man's World !

Money Money Money,

Everyone is after money,

Everyone is running,

Its always sunny

in a rich man's world.

Cars, bunglows, servants and delicious food,

But everyone is rude

in a rich man's world.

No caring, no feelings, no dirt.

and everyone is a flirt

in this bad rich world.

Comfort, relaxation and swimming pool,

everyone wants to rule

in a rich man's world.

Everyone wants to live

in a rich man's world.

Everyone wants to feel special,

not counted in the herd.

Our journey....

It was the day we first met,

Everything was in place,

everything was set.

There started our story,

It was the moment nothing short of glory.

You introduced to everyone about you

It appeared I knew you for life,

nothing appeared new.

Then, you sat next to me,

My eyes were glued to you,

every moment,

you were the only one I wanted to see.

Thereafter we started travelling together,

I believed we will stay for ever.

You always said something,

I could not understand what you mean,

But now,

you are nowhere to be seen.

In times........
..........
......
 you went far away from me,

and married to someone else,

Adding to my wounds,

now, you are disappearing forever.

I hope we meet again in this life,

when I dont see you as anyone's wife.

I wish to be present in your every heart beat,

You will find me again next to your working seat.

You are "Exclusive"

Your looks are so sharp,

It can make a hole in the wall,

It can make mighty fall.

Your walk is so straight,

anyone can fall for its bait.

Your body is so curve,

seeing you,

spread a sensation in every nerve.

Your nose is so flat,

it looks like head wearing a hat.

Your talks are so cool,

even a genius appears a  fool.

Your eyes are so clear,

seeing through them,

everything looks so near.

Your hairs are so dense,

when you waive,

they spread the feeling of love so immense.

I have experienced the best in you!

its never ending

and I am still walking through.

Day by day..

Day by day,
time is getting longer,
But I am getting stronger.

Night by night,
you are getting farther,
and life is getting harder.

Step by step,
circumstances are getting tougher,
why "Only me" had to suffer?

Little by little,
water is becoming dead ice.
my fate is nearing a sad demise.

Higher and higher,
everything comes for a price.
This world and its people are cruel,
you can't expect to live in a paradise.

Dead soul

My wish was to move the mountain,
I crashed.

I wanted to swim the ocean,
I drowned.

My desire was to fly in the clouds,
I fell.

I wanted to touch her,
my hands fumbled,

I wanted to kiss her,
my lips crumbled.

I wanted to love her,
my heart broke.

I always tried impossible,
I believed everything was possible.

Now simple things seems out of my reach.

Life is now a strain,
full of tears and pain.
my body is a torn and broken train.
It doesn't feel anything
whether it is  hot or it rains.

We are losers

We dream for big things,
but lie for petty things.


We talk non sense,
mind always look tense.


We are greedy and never patient,
Even enough is not sufficient.


We run after money,
Wait indefinitely for days brighter and sunny.


For us,
getting married is a big and the only event.
So we rush for things,
we dont care other's feelings,
make a dent.

As time passes by,
....
..
thinking about the decisions we made in the past,
and we repent.


We struggle with the present relation
and just fight,
lack focus and lose sight.

We already lost this battle,
too late to prove our mettle.
Love now is just a "sour" feeling,
we can't tackle.
Less is what we deserved,
and we settle.

Time will reverse

If all the clouds disappear forever,
If all the birds forget to flew,
If everything becomes old, nothing is new.

If all the rivers dry out.
If all the children scream and shout,
If all our thoughts become full of fear and doubt,
If all over there is hunger and drought.

If all the flights run late of their schedule,
If all the games are played without any rule.

If all the banks run out of money,
If all the bees produce no honey.

If all the government fell.
If this earth becomes hell.

Does it make a difference?
...
...
You are the only one I need,
your presence is the only thing I feel.
and destiny will pull you back to me.

I know change is irreversible,
But we will retrace this path of life one day.
Mark these words what I say!!

When I died...

It was the day when I died,
The world was cheerful,
there were no tears,
no one cried.

She didn't turned up on my cremation,
her feelings (towards me) were dead,
so were her emotions.
I loved her with so much devotion.

When I lived,
I ran after success, riches and fast cars,
but could not get her.
I always believed she will come later.

When I lived,
I wanted so much,
but I got so less.
My life was a complete mess.

With so much dejections,
with so many rejections.
Always took decision in a haste.
landed in situations out of my taste.

I was never smart,
could not win any heart.

I lived all alone,
Even in my death,
I can't say anyone my own!!

If there was one last wish
that God could have fulfilled,
I wanted to relive........
every moment with her
thrilled !!!!!!!!!

Lord give me death!

I loved her so much
and I have sinned my lord,
There is no place I can hide that you can't see,
and I know what my punishment would be?

I have sinned with every breath,
and I know my punishment is death,
and with my death I can be free.

We can't be together now,
I always wanted to be with her somehow!

I don't want this life,
without her anymore.
Lord please give me death,
I have sinned with every breath!

It all began and ended without you..

Love is good,
but my life has gone bad,
Without you,
everything looks so gloomy and sad.
Where should I carry these
feelings (for you) which I had?

It was about to start,
but it ended so soon,
You never looked at me,
always gazed at the moon.

On my every step,
you reminded me not to love you,
I feared losing you,
please say to me "it's not true".

This world was so cruel,
it kept us apart.
But you will always
remain intact deep in my heart.

Love happens only once,
You could not become mine,
Our love could not shine.

I can't live with this pain for ever,
My death is sooner than never.

You are everywhere, You are everything....

From head to toe,
throughout my body,
its not the blood,
you are the one, that flow.

In my thoughts,
In my talks,
In the rocks,
In all the wooden blocks.

In the sea waves,
In the sun rays,
In rainy days,
In all my prays.

In black, white and in all the greys,
On every one's face.

In big and small,
In my rise and "fall".
.........
......
....
I see you,
I feel you.

Even in your silence,
I can hear your voice.

This world is nothing,
You are "everything".

Don't fade away from my life!!
.........
......
..
.
Future belongs to us,
I see you as my "beautiful' wife.

You are worth "Waiting"

When I saw your face,
all my worries faded away without a trace.

When you smiled,
the moment was worth million dollars.

When you kissed,
this was the moment not to be missed.

When I looked into your eyes,
I saw through them a wonderful world,
beautiful emotions fathom,
hidden in them all the lies.

But that was then,

Now ...
...............
................

When we meet,
there will be nothing a moment so sweet.

If I see you again,
you will bring me life
in this "dead body" full of pain.

I know this will take a while,
we have to travel thousand miles.

I hope you will wait for me,
and we will marry each other.
The future see us together.

It will be my first and the last,
whether yours is the "hundredth"?
I don't care about your past.

Don't play with lives.....

Is falling in love for you 
a free will or a compromise?
Do you treat life a gambling spot
and play it with a dice?

A simple rule you should not forget,
what you give is what you get.
It all come back to you as it is,
not today, not tomorrow ..
....................
...........
......
but when you will be all alone
............in the dark.

You are a winner,not so lucky..

When I first saw your face,
I never left your chase.

When you smile,
the whole world stops for a while.

When you sing,
all the birds fly and spread their wings.

When you walk,
everyone follows you like a stock.

When you shout,
its already a won bout.

You are always a winner,
you have won many hearts,
who is the one to win your precious heart?
he may be the lucky one,
but you are not the luckiest still.....

You are not alone!

You are not alone,
you are in my flesh,
you are in my bone.

You are not alone,
you are the only one I have known,
the seeds of love we have sown,
they are precious and
can't easily be thrown.

You are not alone,
when the light goes out,
when the world turn its back,
when no one would care,
I 'll always be around.

If thousand miles between us
is what makes you bother,
the distance is very less compared
to the one we have to travel together.

Just close your eyes,
don't think twice.
I'll be the only one,
that you will see besides.

How can you be alone??

Can't Imagine Me Without You...

Without you,
my future looks bleak,
my body has gone weak.


My mind is so tense,
after all this suspense,
I have lost my defence,
Our love was immense!!
But now without you,
my life makes no sense.
........
......
The good days are now a history,
future once again presents a mystery.

How can I bring you on track?
Why dont you come back?
Just break all the rules of this society,
free yourself  from these chains,
free me from all these pains.

My happiness lies only in you,
I will not find another like you...

Please say all that happened was a dream,
reality is unbearable now.....

You betrayed me ...Finally

Finally you have betrayed,
God has not listened to my prays,
You took decision in a haste,
My blog for you has gone a total waste.


You will soon realize,
that you did a big mistake.


It will then be too late,
to repent , to take salvage ..

 May be it was you who have had the upper hand,
..
the pain and grief it has brought to me.
I cannot withstand.

It was you who had the last laugh,
....
....
But time comes for everyone,
to enjoy this beautiful life.
May be you were not the one meant for me!
I will have a better wife.

Not without you..

How can I live without you?
Its like living without air.
Its like walking on fire.
Its like "wishing" without "desire".

How can I die without you?
Its like going to hell
without experiencing heaven ("you").

Its like flying without wings,
Its like thirst for water
that no one brings.

My existence without you is a waste,
You are like sugar in my life.
will bring a sweet taste.

You have touched my heart so deep,
days goes in dreams and night without sleep.

There can't me without you,
and you without me.

We are here to live together,
and live forever.